Dear Life - day 15/30 April's Shine

V. last summer 2012

Dear Life,

I worked in the garden for a couple of hours this morning, turning the compost hope. I was not looking forward to it because I thought it was not a successful experiment but it turns out it was! And I was happy to find 3 pavement stones under it that I did not see when I started to hope last year.. I was thinking how to get some more to make a place for chairs and a path so they are a welcome addition to the few pavement stones I already had:-)

I am also grateful for the lesson today. I felt a bit low in energy lately and I actually need some help. That was the lesson and I am going to let it sink in and am going to think about it. Some things need to change - the only question is which:-)

Grateful for today's empowering tip that came into my mind this morning. It is actually something that I did not make yet - or better said, I started two experiments this morning and I am going to wait for a few days to see how it works before I will post it by the tips:-)

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I am so grateful for my life with V. I love it and I love him, I love being with him and playing and listening to what he comes up with as his imagination soars in the sky every moment. His drawings are amazing and I also love his persevering nature - as he made me draw 2000 busses before he got the drill and started to make his own variants. Now I also understand something very simple that I could not see before: he did not want me to draw things to have them drawn - as I thought - but he wanted to see me doing it so that he could do it in a simple way.. It is amazing to me that I was so stuck with my "interpretation", not even realizing or taking the time to think about the fact that he could have another view on things..

Today a picture of V. from last year because he is the most important thing I ever did in my life and I am proud to be his mama.