Dear Life - day 17/30 - goodbye snowmen, hello blossoming trees!

goodbye snowmen!

I am so happy with this warm spring, it seems like the first time I noticed it like this. And then I remember a few of other memorable spring days when I had the Realization of Spring..

One happened just before V. was born. That year, the spring was early, we had a very hot and long summer and a great winter with a few snows. 

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I had just become a single mama as I was 7 month pregnant when my partner at the time and father of V. decided it was time for him to get out of our relationship. For a few days I was deep in despair most of the time, than really angry and sad and only at times I would think about my baby and smile - and wait for him - and connect with him. Than one day I was walking outside and communicating with V. with my finger flutter - as he was dancing in my belly - and than it suddenly dawned on me, it was warm, sunny and the trees were full of flowers.. That took me out of my perceived pain enough to sit and contemplate my situation and my wish to "solve" this emotionally and energetically. And that helped me find help and letting go - and for the time being and for how much that was necessary, believing that the best will come out of that situation.. Thank you, Spring:-)

Another memorable one was when I was 17 and one evening I was coming from school and happened to look up - above me was a great big tree full blossom. It seemed that I missed the spring coming and still, there it was. I cried of ecstatic joy:-) I will never forget that moment.

And today, a new one, when I showed the blossoming trees to V. and we looked for them everywhere, we smelled some flowers and made some pictures. I told him about the Forsythia and I showed it to him and bait the magnolias and about the apple trees. And he said, looking out form the bus: these flowers are just like the ones we have in the garden! (we have some Narcis flowers). 

Love:-)