love today

blue water drops

1. love that I started to write again. There was a long time, it started after some traumatic events, that I just could not write at all!.. And that, for someone who always thought she would become a writer:-) My hand would only want to put THAT on paper and it did not feel entirely right. Nor interesting. Just deep and raw. I love that I solved that enough to get out on the other side. I am a surviver.

2. I made a list today of the things I did until now and I am/was good at. Successful. I mean, shining:-) It was amazing, you should try that once.. or twice. Or many time until you get how awesome you are. Coz you are. And I am, too.

3. yes. I love how awesome I am. I rock at my shining:-) You, too, sister. Get on that shining!

4. i love my "I am awesome" list. If yesterday I was sad to have lost the possibility for a scholarship (because I do not have the money to............), today I caught myself at saying that. 
Well, I am just going to make the money. 
Yes. 

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5. I love sitting here in bed at this wee hour (cause I am bouncing with energy) and writing next to my sleeping V. I love the technology that allows this - and I am also aware of the electromagnetic dangers. After I finish this I am going to shut everything down, take the laptop off the wifi and get all the plugs out of the sockets.. Soon we will have grounding technology to balance this but more about it another time.

6. I have so much to share with the world and I am so happy to do that. Thank you for being a witness. 

7. Thank you for internet. I just cannot say that enough:-)

8. thank you for water. I love water in every form but the water I can photograph I just adore.

9. I love the sound of the bells hanging just under my window on a lilac tree.

10. I love that we have cats coming around sometimes. There is one especially that learned that she may come into our house, and she comes at the door, staring at us, to let her in. She is one of those many colors cats. Did you know that only she-cats wear more than two colors? True ladies if you ask me:-)