behind the smile - a time-lapse making of

As many of you know I am taking part in a 30 days video challenge this month. 
The "challenge" is for us to make one video a day, so that we learn to present ourselves this way.
It became so much more, the group dynamic is amazing., 
There are hundreds of people posting a video every day and showing it all, wounds, personal victories, journeys, tears an laughter.
Making this drawing was inspired by all these amazing lives I came in contact with through this challenge - and by my own journey through the forest, through the asphalt jungle, through my own visibility issues, wishes and longings.
This video a day has opened so many amazing ways for me to express myself - and it made me also conscious of what is behind my smile.

behind the smile - oh! - pain / markers on watercolor paper 20x30cm