Not only have I written a blog a day for April's Shine but there are and where other stories, old and new, moments in time that need healing and closing, dreams and plans that want to be shared so that they can be anchored in reality.
So I have decided to go all vulnerable and share it all on my journal blog..
It feels really really naked and raw..
..I kind of struggled with the name i wanted to give to this new adventure I am embarking in - and I was trying to invent a good date to start..
Thinking about it when I started writing this mail I realized that starting "yesterday" felt actually "better". There is no one good day to do that - so I will just start. Tomorrow is day one.. :-)..
I decided for "raw shine 365" in the same impulse as choosing a day to start. I think this is about as raw as I and it can get - and it will be about raw food at times - and about shining, of course. And 365 - it's my commitment to myself and to you - to put it out there. Every day.
I totally trust my intuition and my light guides - and I know that whatever wants to be revealed, will be.
In the same time, I have a feeling that a there is not much that I want to control about this process - and also I want to make at least some things easy for myself - like the process of sharing what will come. I will write it in the early morning by waking up - and I will put it "out there" just like it comes, with little review and corrections. It might have spelling errors and it might be / seem unfinished.
Something old, something new, somethimg raw, something green..
Raw Shine :-)
In the same time, it will probably have an effect on these little long love letters I write to you - they might increase in frequency as to maybe once a week or once in ten days.
This sharing - I am not sure why it is so important. I feel it's important for me to give it a place in my life and in Shining Mama's life.. I always wanted to "become a writer", since I can remember - but I kind of always stopped because of the.. "but why?"..
It's a huge question - that I will probably explore more than once in the coming journal entries - what is the value of what I will share - for you..
What is the value of art?
What is the value of writing?
I can understand and describe the value of teaching you how to take care of yourself, that is obvious, we all need to take care of ourselves otherwise we die unfulfilled and sick - but what is the value, for you, of (my) art?..
What is the value of art for you?
And what kind of art do you enjoy?