single mama tiredness Dear Life, I seem to want to write to you when I have a more challenging time at being grateful. I FULLY accept that. It is probably so that in our best days we take it for granted. So thank you for the reminder.. 1. Thank you for tiredness. I slept 3 hours last night, being literally taken away by a wave of inspiration.. And anger.. Do you know, like burning, challenging, "boom in the years heart" anger.. I tried to fall asleep and when I realized I could not, I chose for the best alternative: use the anger as fuel and let inspiration take over. I so love it when that happens.. And those 3 hours of sleep? Bliss with V. in my arms. (ehmm, what was that all about with that short nightmare with how the world would end? I though we were on the same page with this and that we decided I do not need bad dreams any more?). 2. Thank you for how things always turn out for the best for me. I catch myself (in the rye..:-) ) worrying and then I REMEMBER: you always take care of me. You always come in when I need you to. And I always can do what I want to do. I know it sounds cryptical and I know you know what I mean. 3. When I was young I was writing to "my perfect best friend".. had no idea that your name was "Life" and you were a girl:-) I was so in love with you, with butterflies in my belly and all that! Over time, it changed into a deep deep feeling of gratefulness. Thank you. Dear Life, Some days are just a itsy bitsy more difficult, ya know? I bet you never have that problem, do you, Life? :-) I mean, it was just full moon yesterday and this lil family was blasting through resistance like there was no tomorrow..:-) And during these times it seems more difficult to sit and contemplate the beauty of you.. No contemplation whatsoever:-) So I thought I'd just like to drop you a note saying that we are still here, loving you & all. That was it for today, I go read those books my lovely V. is asking me to since I started with writing this.:-) Kikker the Frog, here I come! I love you dear Life, today I have enormous much to be grateful for.. I will choose some to tell about but I really cannot stop at ten:-) 1. thank you for the winter. It was nice, it was cold, we had snow and frost and now it's time that winter goes to winter land. until next time! 2. Thank you for the abundance that is everywhere to see and to feel. 3. thank you for the signs of spring. The pruned lilac tree has all this small green buttons, they are so tiny that it is hard to believe soon they will transform in branches with lots of leaves..; still they will.. 4. thank you for the all this technique stuff that allows me to be in touch with wonderful people around the world :-) sweet. V. at 3 years and 10 month dear Life, 1. I am so happy today. My boy is 3 years and 10 month today. So beautiful to see him grow. I love him, life, thank you for allowing me to witness that every day. 2. thank you for all the creative ideas that zoom in my head. 3. and thank you for all the creation that happens through me every day. 4. thank you for spring. it came and went back again but I see all the flowers getting their courage together to show us it's spring. I trust that. V. and the babies riding the bus Dear life, 1. I love my son's inventivity at playing many different games with the same things. A few month ago he developed a love for drinking straws (he even had a kind of "I cannot sleep if I don't have one right here in bed with me" at one point..). He does not as much drink with them. He plays with them.. We have them in many different colors (and at the moment the collection is at around 150 exquisite pieces) and they are very important part of our (and his when playing alone) play hours.. They are, depending on the occasion: snow and/or rain, pieces of letters, wipers of the bus (this is at the moment most often - and the preferred wipers are the black ones), building blocks, spoons and forks for make believe food and drinks, tunnels to look through and much more. At this moment the beach balls are our "babies" and in the picture is he going with the bus (he made two chairs like in the bus) with two of our babies. He kisses and caresses the babies (because, as the song says: the babies in the bus go Whoa whoa whoa..) and sometimes, if the babies are left alone in the bus and the bus leaves, he chases the bus and stops it:-) That is, when he is not a bus himself.. lovely carrot an cucumber cheeks Dear Life, 1. Love it that today it's the first day of spring. To me, and to the rest of Romanians everywhere - if they do not forget it - , Martisorul, 1st day of March is when it starts! We even had a few rays of sun this morning in my garden (see?) to encourage us:-) 2. Love how my SHINE system and program is coming together. Thank you for the inspiration. 3. Love my son. Yes. Every day. Ioana honoring today Dear Life, 1. Thank you for today's green smoothie:-) It is really delicious. I wish I could attach the smell of it to this post today :-) 2. I am so inspired by Christina Morassi. I cannot say that enough. I was inspired by more people in the past and I believe we meet them (virtually or not) when we need it most. Christina embodies what I need right now. Thank you, Christina! 3. I love the colors I put on today, light blue with brown. Nice, if I may say so myself :-) 4. I am IN LOVE with my program, SHINE!. I got this idea yesterday and I am going to put it together soon. I am so thankful to my angels and guides that whisper great ideas in my ear the whole day ..and nowadays let me sleep at night, Thanks Goddess:-) calling the Circle (with V) Dear Life, I have decided to address you like that from now on. It makes it a bit more personal, for both of us:-) 1. Thank you for my hands and for my fingers. I love them all. 2. Thank you for writing 3. Thank you for friends. 4. Thank you for my family 5. Thank you for books blue water drops 1. love that I started to write again. There was a long time, it started after some traumatic events, that I just could not write at all!.. And that, for someone who always thought she would become a writer:-) My hand would only want to put THAT on paper and it did not feel entirely right. Nor interesting. Just deep and raw. I love that I solved that enough to get out on the other side. I am a surviver. 2. I made a list today of the things I did until now and I am/was good at. Successful. I mean, shining:-) It was amazing, you should try that once.. or twice. Or many time until you get how awesome you are. Coz you are. And I am, too. 3. yes. I love how awesome I am. I rock at my shining:-) You, too, sister. Get on that shining! 4. i love my "I am awesome" list. If yesterday I was sad to have lost the possibility for a scholarship (because I do not have the money to............), today I caught myself at saying that. Well, I am just going to make the money. Yes. flowers for Liselot 1. I love to write my love journal today. I got disappointed about a few things today - i also did not get a scholarship for B-school, bummer:-( - so today is a good day to get back on track by showing love. I loved making my vid but I felt already that I did not shown everything I am right now - and I am thankful for that because it shows me the depth of how I show up.. 2. I loved that some of my favorites entries for Marie Forleo's B-school won. Marie was so amazingly generous to give as much as 31 scholarships! this year!! I am very sad that I did not win but I know I did the best I could at this moment. |
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